Sometimes that old record skips and it becomes a little less clear.
But I remember the moments that the song fell into the right place at the right time.
Yes I may have dropped it.
I may have sold it for a passing hit.
But then I remember those words and the sweat and tears that came with it.
Oh how I’m gonna strive to smooth out the cracks but keep its flaws.
Make sure that song sings louder than ever before.
But for now, I will be singing my own songs til I’m happy with my voice.
I think I’ve realized my mistakes
And all the promises I’ve made.
No matter how hard I’ve run and how dry my lungs became I’m still my fathers son.
But amidst the wind burning my face I’ve realized that nothing in this world is more important than the road to heaven and the love of the father.
Never stay down.
Fear is somewhat of a double edged sword,
It is the fear of God that humbles some,
It is the fear of what’s to come that drives us,
It is the fear of love lost that tolls on us,
Shall we take the moment to face fear?
Or Let it haunt us another day?
Let It throw us on grounds and walls and tables?
Help me fight fear,
Save the pauses,
Save the suspense.
In one year I:
made three best friends
graduated from a college
fell in love
decided on a new school
got a new job
moved my life to Virginia
realized how much I love my family
cried as I watched my brother get married
have driven a 9 hour car trip so frequently it doesn’t even faze me